Sunday, April 28, 2013

Cheese sounded soothing enough to me.



This is the Sacred Wheel. A local cheese shop in Oakland, California. My mom and I went here this past week after a visit to another sacred place in Oakland, the LDS Temple. After one of the most difficult weeks of my life, I have been surrounding myself with my guiltless comforts: faith, food and Mama. Want to hear about our visit? Well, it was typical "us". First of all, my Mom assigns me to find us the food. Somewhere close. Delicious. She's hungry. I hop on the Yelp machine and find us a nice sandwich shop in Downtown Oakland, a few minutes from the Oakland Temple. Veto. Next, the Cheese Shop. Never had dinner at a Cheese Shop before. Cheese sounded soothing enough to me. Game on. We head over to this charming shop and are welcomed by artistic cheese experts. They describe the cheese with such beautiful descriptions: smooth, creamy, sharp, bold, soft, DELICIOUS. 


 Although the menu was great, Mom wants what she wants....which isn't always the mainstream. She requests a cheese platter, equipped with a variety of cheeses, veggies, nuts and crackers. Mom+ cheese + top it off with a cup of cozy soup and BAM... you've got a platter of hygge




Ten points if you can find it, but there is a little sign on the door of this Cheese Shop that invites visitors to,
"Come in...We're Open". Kind of a cute, vintage-y, Pinterest type of sign. 

I'll be honest, I'm not a big whiner (I'm more of the cheesy type, ha). But on the reals, I do my best to find the good, the "silver lining". After a week of murky muck, it's hard to hop on a cloud. Thus, the recognition of a need for constant improvement. But between the gaps of sad and happy, there's the Team. I am SO grateful for the love, support and strength from hosts of angels, both seen and unseen. Although my life has been a little rocky, I've been given the gift of people through the most challenging of circumstances. Random people even. People remind me, knowingly or not, about the beauty of life and the hope that stems from covenants. 

I know that people are placed in our lives for a reason. Sometimes for a season. Sometimes for a lifetime. This past week, through my cloudy eyes and achy heart, people have "come in" and have opened up their arms and hearts. No bitterness, no anger, just sadness  The sting of loss and change cuts to the bone. But a sliver of my heart has faith in the bigger picture. I know that through time, my heart will heal. Just when you think that the people who love you are tired of all the tears, they're not. It's beautiful really. Think of it! 

I'm grateful for the peaceful simplicity of family.

My mom's an angel. That night we cried. We talked. We ate. We smiled. Simple pleasures. "I don't know how I'll move one step in front of the other", I told her. "I'm here for you", she replied. Then, she showed me how--we walked out that night with left over goodies in our box. She gently handed the remaining treats to a man sitting on the curb with his head hung low. 

I'm grateful for the lessons I learned that night at the cheese shop. 

I'm grateful for sacred places.

I'm grateful for the team of angels we each have helping us through this crazy thing called life.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

2013. Time to Tech In.





Why hello there World! 

It's been a while since I've strolled through my blog world. True story: my 2013 New Year's resolution has been to "get with it" technologically. Subsequently, in 2013, I have created (or resurrected) an Instagram profile, Pinterest account, LinkedIn account and have Googled my brains out--Google Calendar, Google Drive...I love them all! Now I'm back to the ol' blogerooski. I suppose this is my way of journaling. Cyyyybbbeerrr journal. So cool. Techno. I'm about to head off to sleep, but I figured I'd make a simple entry. The very best of journaling. GRATITUDE. I'm super grateful today. And I LOVE gratitude....and I don't care who knows it. And shamelessly, I love bullet points.

Today, right now, I am grateful for: 
  1. The goodness that is the restored Gospel of Jesus Christ. Yep...I'm a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints...I'm a Mormon.
  2. The Awkward Family Photo Company--I love the board game. And that one-a-day calendar is a hoot.
  3. My famous sister Nicole.
  4. My mentors. I love them. Mama, Dad, Nicole, Brett, Mckenzie!, Margaret, Heather, Mo, Uncle Dan, Dale, Vicky, Will, John, Vicki, Brent, Kathryn, Bobbi, Claire, Dan, Sarah, Yang, Martin, Eric, Sue, Mara, Sweens, Patti...the list is ENDLESS. It really does take a village for this girl.
  5. Healthy, Happy Relationships (friends and family)
  6. DENMARK!!!!!
  7. My dear ones!! Brett, Brittney, Tiffany, Lisa, Sarah, Jennie, Steph, Paige, Alex, Elyse, Holly,  Maire, Erin, Marinna, Inez, Kjestine, Hiromi, Niina, Andrea, Shelly, Jenna Rosie, Whitney, Tamarra, Sloane, Jenna, Kathryn, Maria, Emily, ...
  8. College Freshmen
  9. NCYLS
  10. Orchids
  11. J-Lo
  12. Fresh strawberries. You know...the juicy, dark red, fresh from Watsonville kind.
  13. Sonoma State University--I miss the simplicity of my life there, as uncertain as it was. I'm missing that pool in Beau...and Mo....you know.
  14. CSU-East Bay. The refreshing array of diversity. And all of the new vocabulary I've learned this year. :) 
  15. Lauren Quinnfeld. "No colors. No wind. No Clue"
  16. President and Sister Holmes. 
  17. The INCREDIBLE women who I had the privilege to serve with for 18 months as a volunteer missionary at Temple Square.
  18. Authentic, fresh and simply delicious food.
  19. This blog about this crying baby.
  20. This talk from LDS Primary General President Rosemary Wixom about being a positive influence in the lives of children. 
  21. Clean water
  22. Toothpaste
Viva la blog. I'll do my best to get this on the regular. Here's lookin' at you kid!